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DESILLUSION

by RedScorpio4

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DESILLUSION 02:40
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When I saw you on the grid You were so mysterious. I'd have liked to kneel In front of you Your eyes translated your recalcitrance I felt so petty face to you You acted as my biggest fantasy - You were so androgynous - I dreamt of you all nights - Please kiss me once again - By interposed screen **It was an illusion Oh yeah Illusion** It was a challenge to get you I'm kinda proud of it But the roleplay should have Stop earlier I was in love with an actress Who played a snooty fuckboy But what could it cost me To try? - I was ready to do - Anything for your character - Disconnected from reality - I didn't care at all **It was an illusion Oh yeah Illusion**
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I walk in these empty streets tonight Taking the keys to open my door I let me fall into my bed So cold and tired, I was so lonely Why is it so hard to live without you? x2 Everywhere I place my gaze Reminds me when you were here Like a ghost floating in my eyes So sad and sick, I feel so lonely Why is it so hard to live without you? x2
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Welcome In my world Where Nobody is in flesh and bones I lived Experiences Replacing organs by metal I was afraid of blood through my veins and body's fluids Now I am a robot People call me Cy-Boy ** Cyborgized me again I Like the feel of cold water in my brain Cyborgized more and more I don't want to see my skin anymore ** One eye of mine is a red light seeing in darkness I've got severals knifes Which can go out of my back My heart is just a pump There's no feelings in this cyborg I am somatophobic I found a solution ** Cyborgized me again I Like the feel of cold water in my brain Cyborgized more and more I don't want to see my skin anymore **
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delikata knabo kun longaj haroj Kiu ne ŝuldas ion delikata knabo kun elstaraj tetoj kaj larĝaj koksoj delikata knabo kiu amas aliajn knabojn Senti protektatajn en iliaj brakoj Kiu volas ilin ĉe liaj piedoj ne malgeja al la pintoj de la ungoj Knaboj ne estas kion vi pensas Delikata knabo sub testosterona Haŭto markita de cikatroj Lernante ami sian intimecon Savante la korpojn de homoj Delikata knabo kiu luktas kontraŭ maskneco toksaj La perforto kaj la bildo de regado kiun ĝi transportas Esti delikata knabo ne devus esti krimo Niaj vivoj valoras pli ol viaj "valoroj" Knaboj ne estas kion vi pensas
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[EXPLICIT] My first love was scorpio I was a teenage girl He was an older man He betrayed me F*cking scorpio I wanted revenge Why did I have to suffer? And then I fell in love with a girl And I felt like a boy And she hit me And she hurt me What a shame I was blame Like a scorpion She was poison I was cursed I was stung (x2) And then I met another girl I came back to my woman life She treated me as a goddess I started my slave role And there was this guy For whom I was a man Intense and powerful Our love was bountiful And then I met another girl I came back to my woman life She treated me as a goddess I started my slave role And she's haunting me And what can I do to fix this issue I am scared of people! I am boys and girls No matter what I am born This is scaring people!
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(Kinky Mind in a Robot Body) You are so appealing With your leather trousers I can't resist to the desire to kneel face to you To remove your shoes And BITE all your toes Clawing your legs I want to hurt you babe Don't trust appearences You'll be mine and I'll be your Robot toy **Baby Take the horsewhip I will take the ropes My love You will be my bitch I will be your whore Kissing your hand Worshipping your feet Licking my metal Sucking my cables It seems to be like I'm Kinky of you I'm Kinky of you I'm Kinky of you** (Kinky Mind in a Robot Body) You're the King of The Kingdom of my pleasure Like a beast held in leash You look at me, drooling That grin on your lips Makes me feel so weak I'm gonna make you scream Until your tears will show Don't trust appearences You'll be mine and I'll be your Robot toy ** (Kinky Mind in a Robot Body)
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[EXPLICIT] Bow Before your queen Don't call her Mistress cállate y obedece cállate y obedece Crawl to my feet that I can judge your fate Seeing your fucking face I wanna spit in your mouth I know you like it You paid me for that You little shit that I use as toilet You're a toy between my hands Cuando estoy aburrida, te jodo con una pala Después de todo, estás aquí para eso Cierra tu boca y apoquina tu dinero Bow Before your queen Don't call her Mistress Inclinate ante tu reina No llamala Maestra cállate y obedece cállate y obedece cállate y obedece cállate y obedece Maestra, eso hace amante Mientras que sea tu peor pesadilla Ven a mí, perra Que te aplaste los cojones con mis talones No te mereces mi cuerpo Solo tienes el derecho de mirarme Tu, Limpia y come mis protecciones usadas Tu boca es un bote de basura When you annoy me I lock you in the cellar With only a bowl to eat Shut up you lil' prick and obey to me Bow Before your queen Don't call her Mistress Inclinate ante tu reina No llamala Maestra cállate y obedece cállate y obedece (x8) I make my business with unprincipled men Often married and who feel persecuted I give these bitches reasons to cry I make cups of tea with their tears I make my business with fearless women Who feel wet by licking my feet And treated like shit They deserve pain and enslavement (x2)
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What's happening to us? I've got the feeling that you hate me That you could roll away from me You can say whatever you want This impression won't go away And I panic, I don't wanna loose you You're a piece of me, baby ** Please, someone help me! Can you hear me? Does somebody hear my cry? I'm falling ** All these nightmares I made Of you torturing & killing me You're a devil in my brain Though I can't live without you I just can't escape this illness I dunno if it's you or me You're a piece of me, baby ** Please, someone help me! Can you hear me? Does somebody hear my cry? I'm falling ** When I look at me, I see a piece of shit I dunno how you could love me Don't tell me that is true Don't tell me lies ** PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME! (Die little shit) CAN YOU HEAR ME? (You can't deserve love) DOES SOMEBODY HEAR MY CRIES? (I hate you) I'M DYIN'! **
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Master 05:26
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Young, I was naive to trust you You find me all weakened The world, you promised me at the start My dreams were broken You were my first love, The only example in my life You were my worst love, The guy who destroyed me and my mind -But now I'm alive- -I hope you die- ** We can say I'm a survivor After a life of hatred We can say I'm a warrior I survived from you ** Tattered, I got into the habit to be punished for nothing I lost all my self-esteem Manipulated like a puppet I have to admit That sometimes I wished actually your death I've lost everything But now I stand up against you ** We can say I'm a survivor After a life of hatred We can say I'm a warrior I survived from you **
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I was so hasty to see you. The train arrived to the station platform. My heart danced in my womb. At the edge of fainting. Youhou x2 When my eyes dived into yours It felt like I was free from my dangerous past. Refrain: Ungraspable Feeling Of determination. I feel like I'm able to face The demons in my head. Stay Determinated Ungraspable Feeling x2 I could see my new life to begin New directions, new body to take care And when you had to go back Strangely it was good to cry When the train left the station Your absence came to give me the strength to fight Refrain: Ungraspable Feeling Of determination. I feel like I'm able to face The demons in my head. Stay Determinated Ungraspable Feeling x2 Come back Come back my Lord Come back to home Come back x2
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Hello friend, I'm without answers since years Since we lost each other I stand face to your closed door Before knowing you, I'm not sure That I knew what it was to be listened, understood, loved I didn't know what it was to have a friend Together we were stronger Together we struggled further Dear friend, Are you waiting for me? Do you sometimes think about me? I stand face to your closed door Without knocking on it Without hoping one day you'll open Am I a bad dream in your mind? I just hope you've got a happy life Together we hurt sometimes Together we were partner in crime Hey friend, If there's something I made you sad I blame myself so much And I stand face to your closed door Remembering how you betrayed me Remembering how I fled you We're broken, it changed us Maybe not in a bad way Without you, my door became impassable I guess it's the same to you

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released July 7, 2018

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